Vacation is nice… drinking your coffee early in the morning, with the promise of a sunny hot day on the seashore…hmmmmm

finishing with the downs… i’m sick and tired of the shit around me, of not being able to fight back… i feel like asking for a bigger spoon to eat all the shit the craps are feeding us with… i’ve never been more disgusted of people, or of myself…

So…if I were to speak again…any thoughts…what would I start with? People…of course… We are so fucking caught in this stupid system we call “job”, “professionalism” that we forget to be humans… we are sooooo fucking tied in “internal rules”,  that we forget the simple meaning of “good” or “bad”…

I wonder…how much of the fucking job we take home??? When a friend forgets something, do we remind him with “cc” to his mom?????? In a way, job is like an over frustrated kids play… people…always the same, always different… you recognize patterns, and yet allow a thought of unicity.  Stupid. So… what’s the worse that could happen in case of misjudging someone?

I left this to rest for a few days, now I’m having a few moments to write some more… What makes a man turn into a shit? We are all born as an empty book… why do some of us fill it up with crap? I once said that it is no use to have negative thoughts, when there is so much beauty around… I guess the shitty craps are blind…I guess their twisted little minds are focused only on the crap they surround themselves with… can’t see through it… and for that I pity them… cause no matter how hard they’d try to break me, no matter how hard they’d try to make those 8 hours I owe them for the time being a living hell, I still have 16 more to feel life and see the beauty…. and this makes me smile…

As I kept saying I had to try drawing… here are the first “pieces of art”… wonderfully taught by D’agostini…

Some photos from Tm…

There is one nice thing about trains…you have plenty of time. Time to read, time to think, time to watch the scenery outside, time to write…
Sooo… done with the train, I’m enjoing a frappe on a terrace downtown Timisoara…life is Nice.

we have spring…yuppee!!! i went to Timisoara two weekends ago,there were already  flowers all around, and the same in Oradea…

a new spring is announcing its coming… with good and bad things. with hopes and disappointments. in a way, it feels like the hope of a new and better year… but better in which way?

i’m sick and tired of isolating myself from the rest of the world, but i lost the way to get back in… if there were any door on this fucking endless wall, i just can’t find it… so, i just stay and watch through the dirty window  inside.

i wish i was this little girl enjoying the new spring and all the flowers around, with no dark clouds on her sky, no pr0blems to worry about, no sadness…

I really love magnolias, and wat for every spring to take photos of them… i love their beauty, fragility and discrete fragrance.

my first shot taken with an iphone…and probably the last , during a night out we had with a couple of friends…and one great song.

Happy Easter to all!!!