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the list of what pill at what hour to take

Posted on Thursday, January 31st, 2008

yeap. when you’ve stayed almost all day in bed, and the doctor prescribed you a receipt on 2 pages, like he was afraid he wouldn’t catch you again soon, and he sounded concerned about i don’t know what sound he heard in your right lung and you counted in a minute all the cigarettes you’ve smoked till then and you cannot make a crying girl smile, in fact make anyone smile, when the music you’re listening is not helping at all, when there are so many “when”… a list of colorful pills looks quite funny. in fact, when you are not feeling well you search for anything that could make you feel better. any stupid little thing to steal a smile from you.so, a silly idea of organizing in a list the tons of pill sounds funny. at least for me. funnier than a list of all the mistakes i made. or a list of all the tears. of all the times i was afraid.
of all the tomorrows i didn’t wanted.

as i said…the red pill after i wake up, the BIG one after my coffee…
life is full of colors and shapes.

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Fever

Posted on Wednesday, January 30th, 2008

I hate having fever. It’s like everything is moving slower. Including me. i guess no one likes to be sick, so i should stop complaining. Yuppee! at least i am hotter today.

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Weekend

Posted on Monday, January 28th, 2008

It was the first time this weekend that i felt that even when doing something i really loved, there was something missing. it was that feeling of wasting time, of wanting everything to pass, to do something else. Maybe it was cause i dragged flo after me when taking photos, realizing i am usually taking him to do something i enjoy instead of doing something together. I don’t know. Usually it is me who plans the weekends, as he feels confortable just to stay home and watch tv. But it felt like it was too much this weekend. I don’t know. I just hate it when i i have to choose concerning time. And i feel it often. For every photo i take, there’s less time i actually spent with him. For every dance i dance there are 3 less minutes. It’s strange. But on the other hand, not dancing or not taking photos would drive me crazy. I don’t know what is wrong with me. :(

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