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“leapsa”: the first times

Posted on Tuesday, August 25th, 2009

got it from Deea:


the first word
…i think “mama”, and even if it wasn’t my mom wouldn’t tell… :)

my first memory…standing on the terrace with my grandma who was playing with my hair

my first “love”…well…i was in the 4th grade, he was in the 7th, we met at the seaside, he kissed me on the cheeck and gave me a photo…for which my mom almost killed me:))

the first kiss… i was in the 7th, he was in the 12th…and told me “heloooo!! close your eyes…” :))

my first camera – a “shoot and run” as i called them, on film, with two buttons: shoot and on/off

my first dance lesson – ballet, in the second grade…i hated it :))

first pet: a golden hamster :) …or two… :))

first time on an airplane - in 2006, Athens, going to a friend’s birthday :)

my first friend: Rada-  she was my friend from the 1st grade…now she’s in London, working at McLaren…

my first cat…i got it from  the streets,  in my  first year  in Cluj, and called hom Philips…he enjoyed a lot leaving poopy presents in the middle of my bed… i had to give him to a friend :(

my first dog: i got it from the Zoo, where he shared with his brothera  cage that was sooo small…i took him home, and kept him during night in the kitchen and during day in the courtyard….a neibourgh chase him to the street… :(

well, that’s all… i’ll pass it forward to leo, maybe he’ll start writing again :)

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one more day…

Posted on Friday, August 14th, 2009

i’m caught in the middle. between my world and the adults’ world. can’t find my place, can’t go back, can’t go forward. the adults’ world is too serious, too hard for me. it’s the “responsible” world. the “i always know where i put things” world…the “i cannot mistake” world…the “i don’t waste time on unimportant things”… the “always behave nicely in public” world…the “never use bad words in public…or in private” world…the “everything is so fucking serious” world

… definitely not my world…

but then, which is my world? where do i fit? will i move on, become one of “them”? forget about the stupid things i do? get serious? i hope not…i see them on the streets, they are the serious or angry or sad people…never smiling at a stupid thought or a nice memory as they walk alone on he street…they are the always concerned people…always so preoccupied of tomorrow, that they forget to live today…and then, where is the fun??

me, hmm… my job demands that i am serious…i have no excuses now. i’ve taken more responsability on my shoulders that i can carry now…but the job, is just a job…the rest of the time i can be myself….almost :(

in the end, we are always ourselves…the only limits we obey are the ones we set. what we say, the way we behave, we decide it. so why we complain about “not being able to be ourselves”?…that including me? cause in the end, not behaving like we usually do under certain circumstances is our decision… “i cannot be myself with you”…what a cliche…ok…well…i’d better go back to photos…i’m starting to be too “myself” today…

life is a playground

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Greece…

Posted on Saturday, August 8th, 2009

last weekend i returned from my 2 weeks holiday in Greece. i will not tell about what i saw there, but about what i loved there…

i loved seeing my friends… Faidonas, Alia, Miltiadis, Stavros, Demon. some of them i haven’t seen, unfortunately like for 2 years already. i loved meeting new people, like Faidonas girlfriend, Eleutheria. i loved spending time with them, laughing, teasing each other, learning the news about one another, or just making fun of my greek.

i looved waking up Alia at 15 to 6 in the morning to take her photos…she came with her pillow…and it was funny as greeks never, NEVER wake up at that time… when they don’t go to work:

  • hours like 5, 6 in the morning are usually for going to bed
  • hours like 7, 8, 9 am does not exist for them,
  • at 10 am it is a crime to wake them up, at 11 am…hmmm…
  • at 12 they might start to be functional…

well, i’m exaggerating it a little, but you should never make program with a greek before lunch…except when you call 1 am before lunch…:)

i loved Florin for having patience – not only with me, but with 3 women – as we took two of our friends, Ioana and Andreea with us. Miltos told him he admires him for his patience (while we were having a “photo shooting”)… :)

i loved the frappes…yeap…frappe – to diko mou, polu gluko me gala…- the most important words for me in greek – “very sweet and with milk”.

i loved taking photos…as usual, and specially there. i wished i had more clouds… or at least some…maybe next time :)

i loved dancing salsa with Miltos’ friend, Yorgos, he is almost as crazy as Faidon…but not yet :)

i loved walking through Plaka, through Salonic searching for a photo shop where i had to buy a new tripod as the one i took with me was missing a piece that i left home…yeap, it’s me, and it is the second tripod i buy in Greece…

i loved the beaches, also in Halkidiki and in Corfu, and the sea, cold or warm. But i have to thank Miltos for not having taken us to the beach “St Giorgos of Ice:)

I loved going to the beach in Gouvia, Corfu at 6 am to take photos at the sunrise, i enjoyed the coolness and quietness of that hour. perhaps my photos were not as good as i wished, but i enjoyed every moment.

i loved the concert that the band in Palenque had in Preveza, where we had to stay overnight cause the workers in Igoumenitsa, Patras and Kerkyra ports were on strike…as greeks say, “it’s a strike country” :) I also loved the cuban concert in “Poco Loco” Club in Gouvia, Corfu- the songs were great, their dancers also and the atmosphere rocked.

i loved the weather- hot…as we returned to Romania, it rained like Hell the first and second day…as if to remind me that the holiday is over…

what places did i see?

Thessalonhkh and a beach in Halkidiki, Meteora, the port of Achilleo and Skiathos, the wonderful mountain area in the center of the country, Delphi, Athina, Korinthos, a nice port Preveza, and finally Corfu.

i heard many stories about Corfu – mostly that it is “wild”, “green” and “not so developed as the others”. well, it is wild, it is green, about the developed/not developed aka touristic or not that much, i think it is ok. but i did love the beaches… specially the ones in Sidari area- the rocks are wonderful there… the food is great, and the architecture… well, the architecture of Kerkyra town…is not greek. Flo were teasing Miltos asking him whether Greece had an ambassy in Kerkyra town :) the architecture, as in Chania, Crete, is italian – or Venetian.

i had the chance to see such a small part of what Corfu is hiding, so i hope i will go there again and for more days. leaving it was sad, just as each time i left Greece. but i have wonderful memories that will remain in my heart, and, a small piece of them (altered by my eye, my camera, my lenses and my lack of experience) i will be able to share the others.

there are more that i didn’t have the time to finish, like photos from Delphi, and the sea of olive trees, the mountains, or Sidari Beach, i’ll make them next week and upload some.

now i have to go to sleep :)

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