On October 11, 2007 by alinaki
I cannot sleep.
hard task you left on my shoulders, dad. I failed you already, failed you once more. And failed you again.
how could i teach or help someone who’s model is me? what could she learn from me ? To trust in herself? To be happy? To know what she wants? To be true to herself and to others? To trust? To have patience? to think?
how can i teach her to trust me when i don’t trust myself? What can she possibly see in me to love when i don’t love myself?
How can i reach her? I should call her now, and yet i can’t. i am so disappointed in me. How can i keep her close and yet to make her hear and understand?

sleep well, my angel. Forgive me if i cannot help you, and be there for you when you need me. I love you from all my heart.

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