On January 21, 2008 by alinaki
i am the reflexion in the others’ eyes. this is what will remain. this is the stamp my presence put on others. good or bad. right or wrong. different from one to another. from warm love till cold indifference.
this is what i see when i look in another person’s eyes. it makes me happy sometimes, but it also makes me sad. it’s that kind of despair that whatever you do, whatever you try, you’ll never erase that. if i could, i’d choose middle. if i could. but sometimes, when i wanna speak, say something, i see that reflexion and all words sound useless. so i give up and shut up. keep them inside. i feel it like a knife. “cold steel” – yes.
i have a bad opinion on myself…yeap. all it takes for this is a glance.

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